Feeling better...

Spinning: 50 minutes
Calories: 830

I wrote a long depressing blog this morning. I wrote (in depth) about feeling depressed lately. I decided not to post it. I decided to wait until this afternoon... if I still felt crummy I would post.

I feel better. More like me... Richard and I had one of those deep down from the bottom of your soul conversations. We are re-connected and I am ok.

I made it to spinning, because I couldn't thin of a good enough reason not too... and trust me a had a long list... in fact it is below (slightly humorous). I am glad I went. I am glad I pushed through... I really do feel better after the gym. Kerrie guided us up a long and winding hill... my calves are STILL sore from Friday... which makes me think I could have PULLED something more than just strained something. Oh well... I did class anyways and made sure to stretch.

I love stretching.

On to the list...

- My calves still hurt (and I could have pulled something). Spinning could jeopardize the trip!

- I am tired and don't want too AND I shouldn't have to do ANYTHING I don't want too.

- I didn't eat breakfast so I am sluggish and it isn't healthy to run your body on empty (although while thinking this I was nibbling on a brownie!

- I might see a REP I am trying to avoid... the very same rep I have claimed to be TOO BUSY to help. They wouldn't understand. Silly Skinny People. 

- I will run tonight. (shaking my head... no I won't)

- If I was REALLY meant to go... I would want to go. You can't screw with the powers that be.

- what if that hour is when APPLE calls to fix my iphone??? **drafted post about loosing everything on my iphone because of a backwards back-up and uber melt down last night.

- I can't miss that call! (ps-they STILL haven't called).

- I am at work to work... not dilly dally around downstairs (or write blogs...)

- I don't WANT TOO!

That's it... none to convincing. I am glad I spun against my better judgement... or against my procastinating.

So that's it... 4 more sleeps until our trip AROUND THE WORLD... (you have to say that in a BIG announcer voice).

Anyways... clearly by my typing... I am ok and was just in a low.

Love!

PS - below is where we're going... and if you click the link its a great description of why.