That last post about not being Prego... I was pregnant and didn't know it yet. It happen after the heavy drinking, but it happen and was confirmed Nov 24th at 11pm, by myself. I cried...
Fast forward and I am currently nursing my 4 month old son, Thomas Frei Pridham; the cutest little nugget I have ever seen. I am completely in love and completely exhausted.
I still hate my body (30+ lbs to lose) but I appreciate it's amaZing ability to create life and have patience as it attempts to get back to normal.
I still have hypothyroidism but haven't been tested. I do still get to the gym 3 days a week, but don't see results. I want to diet, detox and purge but I'm Tommy's food source and have to be careful for him. In a few months my body will be mine again and then I will diet. For now I am going to eat healthy when possible and be patient.
This blog carried me forward last time I fought to lose weight, I am hoping it will do it again. My tricks don't work anymore, I have no time to log every calorie, I can't give up dairy or wheat (Thomas needs the nutrients)... All I can do is be careful and hit the gym when I can (daycare is only until 12p and our mornings can be hectic).
Wish me luck... 30lbs to lose by April 8th.
In the morning I will weigh and measure, without shame, and post with my before pictures (argh)
Thanks for taking me back blogger!
Xx
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