Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Feeling better...

Spinning: 50 minutes
Calories: 830

I wrote a long depressing blog this morning. I wrote (in depth) about feeling depressed lately. I decided not to post it. I decided to wait until this afternoon... if I still felt crummy I would post.

I feel better. More like me... Richard and I had one of those deep down from the bottom of your soul conversations. We are re-connected and I am ok.

I made it to spinning, because I couldn't thin of a good enough reason not too... and trust me a had a long list... in fact it is below (slightly humorous). I am glad I went. I am glad I pushed through... I really do feel better after the gym. Kerrie guided us up a long and winding hill... my calves are STILL sore from Friday... which makes me think I could have PULLED something more than just strained something. Oh well... I did class anyways and made sure to stretch.

I love stretching.

On to the list...

- My calves still hurt (and I could have pulled something). Spinning could jeopardize the trip!

- I am tired and don't want too AND I shouldn't have to do ANYTHING I don't want too.

- I didn't eat breakfast so I am sluggish and it isn't healthy to run your body on empty (although while thinking this I was nibbling on a brownie!

- I might see a REP I am trying to avoid... the very same rep I have claimed to be TOO BUSY to help. They wouldn't understand. Silly Skinny People. 

- I will run tonight. (shaking my head... no I won't)

- If I was REALLY meant to go... I would want to go. You can't screw with the powers that be.

- what if that hour is when APPLE calls to fix my iphone??? **drafted post about loosing everything on my iphone because of a backwards back-up and uber melt down last night.

- I can't miss that call! (ps-they STILL haven't called).

- I am at work to work... not dilly dally around downstairs (or write blogs...)

- I don't WANT TOO!

That's it... none to convincing. I am glad I spun against my better judgement... or against my procastinating.

So that's it... 4 more sleeps until our trip AROUND THE WORLD... (you have to say that in a BIG announcer voice).

Anyways... clearly by my typing... I am ok and was just in a low.


PS - below is where we're going... and if you click the link its a great description of why.


  1. I'm glad to hear your not as down any more. And have fun on your trip! Ya'll are riding motorcycles out?

  2. Sure am! Terrified and excited all at the same time!