Hunger = Success
And I am incredibly hungry. I opted for Breakfast Shake, Lunch Shake and healthy Dinner. I like cooking/eating with Richard. Its our bonding time... we dance around the kitchen to prepare a meal and then huddle around the table for a re-cap of our day. The only thing MORE important than getting skinny is loving him.
I am on day two and as above I am hungry, but its worth it. I want to drop 5 pounds before the end of the year in 8 weeks. That is VERY reasonable. Although I have NO way to measure right now... my scale is on the fritz. It told me I gained 15 pounds this morning... I don't even believe it. So I am going to keep working, because it will seem that much sweeter when I weigh myself in 3 weeks and I am down. Down from what... I don't know, because I haven't been able to weigh in for 2 weeks. My jeans are lose and I am on the last boot loop, but that's the only way I can measure right now.
I still wish I could be happy being me at any size, but the likelihood of that happening is VERY slim. I can't wait to be pregnant... I think it will be the only time in my life I will LOVE my body.
Sorry I haven't been updating daily... just feeling down and defeated about the whole thing.